My pain is held under my skin down in my heart
A pain that covers me at night when I least expect it.
It makes my heart drop to my stomach without hesitation.
I carry it through a smile or in my eyes.
A gray and black feeling takes over me.
I feel strapped down with words of depression
Dancing around me.
Only if love could conquer it.
Only if joy could fill my heart.
Only if happiness would flow through my smile.
To hard to conquer……………..